This has nothing to do with vanity and if I fail to make you all understand this, I will leave again and this time forever.

What I gave to the forum, was something I poured my very soul into.

I want for people to interact with it.

Reply and give likes. It is so easy, that doing elsewhere demonstrates either uninterest or atrocious avarice of gratitude.

Prove me you love me. And I will give you more than I ever did.

I love you all. Check some of my 12000+ posts to understand me and understand also that I am absolutely sincere in telling you all that I really love you.

I love you so much that I cannot ignore wether you act toward me in a way that makes me happy, or you don't

I want my life to become part of you through sharing pics, videos, and personal reflections

I need what is inside of you, your light, make me bathe in it, I live to make people understand the power of their love, but really, this is no silly game, I need what you can give me, I want your love actually expressed through likes and replies, in a tangible way

I can't put days and days intro creating things and then seeing them fall into oblivion in a week. I have ZERO spare time so it takes me a lot to create what I give... and I want for it to become an ACTUAL starting platform for endless chats full of horniness and attentions

Hi Spy,

(Hope you don't mind the abbreviation) - it is great to hear from you again.  I'm really glad things have settled a little for you.

Things around here have carried on, there seem to be more and more new members every day.  Near the start of the pandemic it was obvious a lot of people had time (and the internet) and found the site.  With that inevitably many of them will be active in their posts whilst they find their feet. Many of those posts can seem like duplicates of earlier material they haven't seen ('where can I see videos of girls peeing?' - 'Erm, look in the girls peeing folders!').  So it is natural that older material gets pushed down.  Many of these newcomers have added greatly to the site, and most of the old-school are still here. 

My opinion is that unfortunately it is very uncommon for anyone to search back onto a previous page to view any material - when a member comments or adds to a post, it is always(?) a page1 post they're adding to.

Sorry, but want to be realistic there...

With new members there has also been an increase in Gold membership - and lots of your material is of course displayed there. The first time I'd properly enjoyed your videos was there...

Looking forward to seeing your new ongoing contributions....

Welcome back

I prefer to add rather than to edit because posts of such an emotional intensity should not be edited because maybe somebody is preparing an answer to them and should not be puzzled if the posts suddenly changes. So I add instead of editing:

I do not wanna accuse the people of this forum. The thing is much subtler and more delicate.

But really, click a reaction, knowing that feedback is my fuel, is the least people can do if they really do not wanna write anything that could potentially start a fascinating chat

Completely ignoring this after I stated it so clearly, is a clear statement in itself: show my your pussy, you bitch, I'm here to jack off and not to feel grateful for the pics I see

As a woman, I cannot stand this. I want gratitude for what I share. And I am openly asking people to reply or at least click a reaction.

Ignoring this cannot be anything else than a political statement.

It is a very serious and deep thing, about which we should reflect

My thoughts have always been the same:

It'd be great for you to be back, you bring so much to this community in so many different ways.

However, you won the 'best member' awards and were pretty much always top of the likes chart etc. People definitely did (and still do) hugely appreciate everything you contribute.

The 'problem' is that outside of our core group of members, most people never give reactions - not necessarily because they don't care, just they prefer to be a fly on the wall rather than a participant. But we have to accept everyone comes to this site for different reasons. One of the largest reasons of all is to see pictures of women peeing, and so this type of content will get more likes.

I truly can understand your frustration here. You have poured so many hours into making friendships here, helping people and creating incredible original content. And so if a generic picture copied and posted gets more likes/appreciation, where's the fairness? But my answer is the like system is not a representation of fairness, as a large amount of members never even go outside of the pee sections.

Truthfully, at first I did not fully understand the desire of yours. But now I really do. You put so much effort in, and it takes so little effort to hit like,  why don't people just do it if it makes you happy? I genuinely do understand your perspective now - It is about being seen, and your efforts being acknowledged and appreciated.  You want to be all or nothing here - fully committed or not here at all.

But please just bear in mind that most people just don't see likes in the same way. Even me as the admin here, who should really be encouraging people with likes as much as possible, rarely leave likes. Not because I don't care, it's just not a priority for me. Sometimes I remember, but not always. There are a lot of great posts here, there's no way I'd have time to like them all.

So, I truly do hope this post helps people realise how much the appreciation means to you, and I hope this acts as a catalyst for the likes system to be used more in general for everyone - with all members showing their appreciation for posts. And I also truly hope you feel our appreciation here and decide to stay. But as well as us trying to show our appreciation better, you will also need to accept that for most members here not liking something does NOT mean they disliked it, they just use the system in a very different way to you. I think to truly understand people's appreciation, reading the loving comments you've received is a much better reflection of peoples feelings than the number of likes.